doors

too often stuck in between
the words i left behind
understand
it's easy to just shut my eyes
and 
fall

when i said let me go
you laughed
and stood by the door

i'm sure you just thought
you were so romantic

it was not the first time
and i still kept silent
i
silent

it happened again
in another country
when i found myself free

but
if i was free
why did he block the door 

i'm sure he doesn't even remember
he'd laugh it off over a coffee
and i was erased

it's that simple, right

too often stuck in between
the words i left behind
please, understand
it's easy to just shut my eyes
and 

fall